Britney Puts Two Fingers To Her Family And Refuses To Make New Music

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Britney Spears opens up on how her musical efforts were controlled during her conservatorship, and bluntly said her decision to not make new music at the moment was “my way of saying, ‘F*** You.’”

Britney Spears has vowed to take a step back from music as she regains full control over her life. On Instagram yesterday, the pop star opened up on her decision to not make music anymore after being “embarrassed” and “hurt deeply” while under a conservatorship for 13 years.

Reflecting on the moment she lost faith in her religion a few years ago, Britney wrote, “From every angle I was being hurt for no reason and my family was hurting me. I went into a state of shock and the way I coped was being fake denial ... I chose the fake denial 'everything's totally fine' approach because I didn't want to cause conflict. I was NICE, FAKE and I was absolutely screaming inside.”

The singer explains that, while under the conservatorship, she had been denied permission to perform new songs and remixes of her old songs. “It was a set up to make me fail yet I knew exactly what I wanted my fans to see, and it didn't make sense how network television shows are showcasing my music with remixes of all of my music ... yet the person who owns the music is told no. They even gave remixes to my sister but why was I always told no?

She went on to explain that this experience dissolved her trust in the industry following “so much wasted time to only embarrass and humiliate me”. Britney continued to write, “I guess it seems odd to most now why I don't even do my music anymore,” she wrote. “People have no idea the awful things that were done to me personally ... and after what I've been through, I'm scared of people and the business!!! They really hurt me!!! Not doing music anymore is my way of saying 'f*** you' in a sense when it only actually benefits my family by ignoring my real work.”

Following a lengthy, and highly publicised legal battle, Britney successfully terminated the conservatorship which hung above her for 13 years. Reflecting on the change this past year brought, the singer wrote, “Last year was growth for me... I still have a ways to go!!! My goal for this year is to push myself a bit more and do things that scare me but not too much I mean geez!!!! We are just people and I'm not superwoman, but I do know what makes me happy and brings me joy and I try to meditate on those places and thoughts that enable me to experience it.”

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